Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Tuesday, December 27, 2016

                                            New years 2016..

Ed Sheeran - I See Fire (Kygo Remix)

Manithya Sudevi
There are a few people on my spiritual path that I've chosen as examples in my life, some my age some older. I've studied a few paths in the last 10 years since my interest and passion in spirituality has developed. I would say that it's gotten more important as the years have gone by. 

Friday, December 23, 2016

Don't do what's comfortable, you will never grow.

Thursday, December 22, 2016

                                                     No fear.

Monday, December 19, 2016

When we love with all our hearts..there is a chance that we can lose it all. The things that defined us once lose their meaning. There is pain in the heart at the beautiful things that we can never have.
Having it all and losing it all is a hard lesson that we need to learn. Except I'm not quite sure what the lesson is.

Friday, December 16, 2016

Anything worth anything takes time and it's not always easy.

Friday, June 3, 2016

I don't need you to like me..I don't need you desperately...I don't need to be with you to prove I am worthy. I am goddess. I was born goddess way before you came along. I know my worth.
There was a boy ..I offered him the world he couldn't see my worth. I don't need you to love me ..The grace that resides in me you will never know.

Thursday, June 2, 2016


-Only keep people around that are worth your time

-Be careful with earning people's trust look at yourself first

-Get your voice back,"The voice, Antonia"

-Face your fears

-Work/earn the things you want

-Philosophy "life is short do not take time for granted"
F -Never break your word, especially to yourself. If you make promises keep them!

-Don't forget everything is possible,believe in the impossible

-Get in tune with my feelings, don't numb out, write,

listen to music, dream.

-Achieve excellence, make good habits, perfect everything

-Use actions above words

-Remember the past and all you've been through

-Fight for the people you love

-Do not compromise

-Build your self-esteem through the actions you take

-Rebuild your support system so nothing can ever

break you again, lesson learned.

-You can accomplish the impossible

-Never take anybody for granted

-Love yourself first

-Know what you are fighting for

-Give your all always

-Be hard to get(use your actions to prove it)

-gain other peoples trust

-Stand on your own

-Earn everything

-Pay attention to every little thought

-Sacrifice yourself for others

-Look at yourself first before looking at others

-Never doubt

-Never forget where you came from it will

make you stronger

-Put work first

-Being lazy is a bad characteristic to have

-Don't be weak, weak people are disgusting

-Work is your savior

-Actions speak louder than words

-Always do your best

-Start today

-Intelligence is prised

-Keep your word

-Keep everything clean

-Treat everything as special 

-Live with responsibility and purpose

-Don't talk behind other peoples backs

-I want the best for you

-Be careful who's behaviors you pick up

-Never take the easy way out, It's


-Don't hide from your problems face them

-Build yourself

-How long have you been doing something,

the longer the better

-Never be a sell out

-Ask yourself why you are doing things,

then remind yourself what you are fighting for

-Never forget your worth

-Never forget the lessons he taught you

-Be brave 

-Every choice has a consequence

-Caged bird -go for this feeling

-Define yourself

-Aim for the highest you can think of

-Earn everything from stuff to friendship

-Fight to the death every day

-Wake up early

-Make every day more special than the last

-Make others work for your trust

-Every relationship is special 

-You exercise so as to not get a disease

-You're not afraid of anything including death

-Just do it

-Start with the hardest thing and work backwards

I promised I would never forget the lessons you taught me.

Monday, February 29, 2016

I started this new treatment protocol with vitamins. I'm watching Eat Pray Love and it's at the beginning where Liz is spending time in Italy. I miss finding myself..I feel like I did that in the past and it's the only thing that helped me get centred. I'm alone in Calgary maybe if these vitamins continue working as they are I will be writing again.