Wednesday, November 25, 2015

                                     My Dr hitting on me yesterday reminded me that I want a boyfriend. To feel what it feels like to be desired. 

Tuesday, November 24, 2015


All the pieces that I hide from you, the many pieces that are lost just come bubbling to the surface. I'm tired of running away. The me that's lost ..the princess who's afraid of being a queen. Afraid of the power that, that will unleash. The monster in the closet you are afraid to look at. Afraid because of what will happen if you were to shine. Maybe it's the voice you were afraid to let echo.. I rage against you. Angry that you took my security blanket away..making me feel exposed. 

Thursday, November 12, 2015

                                   I look into your eyes and all I see is everything I was afraid to be.

Friday, November 6, 2015

The days blend into each other and are never ending..connecting as if there was no difference between today or yesterday. Today is day 4 and I feel no difference.

Monday, November 2, 2015