Wednesday, January 28, 2015

A path has been decided...the sages are calling

Monday, January 26, 2015

Sacrifice…by its strictest definition…takes something precious in exchange for the appeasement of a higher abiding devotion to a cause that cannot be satisfied with a simple promise. Because an oath…no matter how solemn…asks nothing in return. While true sacrifice…demands unspeakable loss.-Emily Thorne Revenge Just as there are two sides to every story, there are two sides to every that we reveal to the world and another we keep hidden inside. A duality governed by the balance of light and darkness. Within each of us is the capacity for both good and evil. But those who are able to blur the moral dividing line hold the true power.- Emily Thorne Revenge

Sunday, January 25, 2015

                                                      feeling incomplete
I pressed my ear to your chest
and heard the ocean beneath your skin;
tell me that the water's warm
and I will follow you back in.

Tell me you're a mermaid
and I'll walk into the sea;
I'll let the waves rise up
I'll let them bury me.

Tyler Knott Gregson
i need to get away.

   i miss you

Saturday, January 24, 2015

                                             Present from a friend <3 nbsp="">
                                             Wishing for summer.


Friday, January 16, 2015


Friday, January 9, 2015


                                    I still remember the words you said, and I'm not going
                                            to be afraid of  that or the ghosts that haunt me.

Ed Sheeran - I See Fire (Kygo Remix)


Just as I remember, it slips away into nothingness.Why is the amnesia so strong is this why they call it Schizophrenia, because you're not supposed to remember? We lose ourselves to it, is that true.,part of our identity breaks off and evaporates into smoke.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

                                                   This constant aloneness has been my
                                                    only true friend. I will carry on in it
                                                  whether I survive whole or torn to shreds.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Thank you MaNithya Sudevi for reminding me who I am and guiding me back to the right path

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Friday, January 2, 2015

The stuff that nightmares are made of... you told me to keep it a secret, no one should know the things that you say..well now I'm telling everyone, you are the monster that lives in my dreams and my every waking thought. You are the voice that used to haunt me. If felt so real..but now the power you have over me doesn't exist. In the end I can say that it's game over, I will never keep your secret.

                           Amnesia the silent killer, you haunt my every step.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

What do you do when you can't do anything? I asked for help a million times and the call was answered from the most unlikely places. What's it like to be a soldier? Only those who have seen the demons of their nightmares could possibly tell you. When we lack bravery it is only fitting that we seek it in places where it grows in abundance.

It's 7:40pm and I feel like I need to get out, but there's no where to go all the places I would usually go to are inaccessible at the moment. I'm at home and I feel like the walls are closing in, my soul has turned to this black color. It's like a deserted swap marsh where nothing lives but everything goes to die. I want to be better than this but the swamps have taken me prisoner's all I know.
Broken by brandrificus from deviantart

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