Tuesday, October 17, 2017

"Get up", he whispered
"I can't",I said, there are too many
"You were made for this", he said

What am I against the forces, the powerful of this world

"you are not alone, there are many unseen forces  waiting, watching".

"I feel alone" I whispered back

outnumbered

"Go to the Island, there you will find comfort, they are waiting for you."



NEVER fear love.



You have ruined me,
taught me how good it can be;
what if I lose it?


          This post is inspire by a friend Trina on facebook. I've stopped posting about love and romance in my blog, after a rather traumatic experience with a man. I feel soo disappointed. I was vulnerable with my posts and he took advantage of that. He didn't deserve me. He took away a part of me. He couldn't see past his selfish desires.  These posts aren't meant for you to get off on. They are for a king, and you are nothing but a rat, and a peasant. You will never be good enough for me.  You were never taught respect. I damaged your property, it was done on purpose peasant. I hope your wife leaves you.

Monday, October 16, 2017

I often ask myself why am I here.On days such as today when everything seems dark, I yearn for the light. I listened to some JDR...I could feel his energy mixing with mine. calming the wounds.

I don't know why I feel so drained today. The more I fight the system the more drained I become. I haven't done activist activities in years. It used to be my passion. Now it stresses me out. Trying to make a difference. It's like a full time job. It feels so few are willing to speak up. Even though I've upped my vibe on facebook by adding empaths, activists,and just generally people that are spiritual.
I don't know what my purpose is



Day 18 of 365 -,,-

Goal get my sensitivity back. Green juice!
This picture isn't entirely accurate... It is our job to raise the frequency of humanity.